My Final Good Bye

During our lives we meet many people, many of whom mark many milestones in our lives. Among them we tell our partner, with whom we live special moments, but with whom we sometimes have discussions that harm the harmony of a relationship.

It is normal for you to feel that after a while, you no longer feel comfortable with that person, because you find details that do not fit your way of thinking, or any other reason.

"The important thing is to make sure that we do not hurt the sensibility of our partners at the moment of communicating our feelings, Love feels when it is carried from within, I do not want to continue deceiving or making you think things that are not true. It is better that you take advantage of the time and share your life with someone who truly values you as you are. I know we’ll be fine. We have lived for many years moments that will remain in my memory forever. I think it’s better to leave this as a good memory. " This is the thuoght running in my mind when our relatioship came to an abrupt end, 

I forgot did we fought for our relationship or did we fought with each other more ?

The way we ended up our relationship caused me a lot of pain, but at least you were honest. I know you change me for other guy, even though I don’t keep grudges. I wish you much happiness and i know you’ve chosen well.

I will always remember the relationship we had and that was very special to me.

Perhaps our destiny was written, that you and I wouldn’t remain together, yet never forget the moments I lived next to you. Maybe we were not meant for each other, but I will always remember the beautiful days I spent with you. Endless hours of calls logicless dreams that we know never will come true and yet we were hopeful while it lasted, I felt the luckiest guy and still cannot assume that our relationship is over, even though I can’t let pass the opportunity to wish you a successful love life.

You took the decision to end our thing and I did not say a thing because I did not want to complicate the situation, but after several years I have not been able to stop loving you and I can only wish you to be happy with a guy who loves you a lot because you deserve it.

Your love totally changed my life.

I thought I can’t survive seeing you with other man, kill me now I still can’t survive a second.

In our six years together, we too had planned many things together our wedding, our family home, our children and whole life together.

But despite all that you broke my heart and married someone else.

How could this be?

What did I mean to you in the end – or even in the beginning?

Was I too loyal, too much living in the moment?

Did I love you too much?

Did i spent toomuch day dreaming with you?

Is he a better person than me?

Do you want what society thinks that what we want?

Is it that I am too lost in you that you though I don’t hold any perspective to the reality?

Yes, i am lost in you because you are my reality!

I cannot allow myself to dwell on these questions for fear I will be irreparably damaged by the lingering shadow of "Why someone else and not me?"

Despite the crushing sense of rejection, I want you to know that I still have every little thing you gave me on our journey together. Alongside these, I have the burden of the memories of the things you said:

how you felt beneath me, how you smelled and tasted, magical places we went together – memories that are so dear to me I can conjure them close in a breath.

I cannot imagine that you have managed to reclaim or reshape these with someone else.

But before I want you to remember that you walked away from a man who skipped his heart by the very first site of you. You are the first person I ever talked in college.

This for me is the most difficult part – I hope that I can lose the surety of how I felt about you, or at least lose the idea of what I thought I was to you; or, even worse, who I thought you were to me.

Everyday I try to remove your numbers from my phone. "Are you sure you want to delete xxxxx?" it asks always. If only it were so simple. But I am hopeful that I can one day move on to someone who deserves and cherishes my ability to love with my whole heart and who offers it back, someone who can help me see our time together for what it really was. "A Beautiful Dream That Never Came True"

At my best, I am happy for you that you have found the love of your life who makes you feel deep peace and joy in who you are, both together and apart. 

In the trails we endured we loved each other. I loved you too much to want less for you. And at my worst, i care for your happiness.

An old friend once said we dont feel the passage of time, but presence of time with in us. We grow from what we leavebehind as we reach for what lies ahead. 

Times importance lies in what you do with it from humble beginings to unknow possibilities, we can always go boldly towards the future. We may not arrive the point you set but find where you belong and sometimes the space between us isn't far as we might think.

There are always new chapters ahead , even you think your story has finished.

To new beginings....:-)

because Don't we all deserve new begining every now and then ?

If not, how would any of us grow ?? :-P